WordPress is lousy,it sucks.BTW,I hope the wordpress director ain’t gonna kill me or having me held any responsibility for tellin the truth.LOL…so that’s it.This is the last post for this blog and let’s say BYE BYE to wordpress.Shall we meet again at my new blog!

u know i love y’all,

hooili

Dad and Mum just went back.Watching their car fades off of my eyesight,I breathed in and turnaround and walk and tell myself let’s be hooili again.In my house,i’m their lil girl and being well-protected and need not worry for anything other than my study and some err…(i’m not supposed to share with u).I just can’t help myself to love my parents and siblings to death.They never judged me and they’re always there to cheer me up unintentionally…even those silly lame jokes my sister made.LOL!!!I’ve changed a lot from what i was…i love a lot of things and people and hate none of em owh except lizards.But what’s being sarcastic is that I don’t understand ppl anymore.

they know you…you’ve been kinda close with them,not really close maybe…jz that time passed,and now it seems like saying a HI is such a f***ing big deal for ‘em.Even when u called out their name,they just walked pass you…and talk to another person without having a pathetic glance at you,as if you’re poor lil kitten purring for food and as if they’ve never met you and dunno know u at all.And that hurts so much…that really hurts.That’s not a big deal for me and i’m not saddened by it either.who cares anyway…sigh…No one is to be blamed.They are they…they behave the way they want.All u can do is just giving up on them and not expecting that they’ll be your friend again.You just wished them all the best and hoping that they’re oing fine.Till then,no one is hated…even if u did nothing wrong.People who’ve wronged others,are forgiven for the sake of love…and people who get hurt,continue to move on…

Some people who dunno you well will judge you with their silly perception.Sorry,l’ll change the silly to unique.:p It’s totally OK that they don’t appreaciate you (because they dunno your intention) but please-lah,never ever showed your i’m-neva-gonna-forgive-you face kay?

You try to convince yourself to do something you don’t like because you wanna show your support and don’t wanna hurt them and make them feel that you betrayed them or dumped them.But when it turns out that you really can’t do that ’cause it’s so not your thing,you hurt them unintentionally by telling them the truth.You  feel so guilty…you feel so wrong…you feel like you’ll do anything to make it up to em…and things happen…but in the end,who’s being appreciated?Definitely not you nor your initially good deed,dumbo.So wake up…do not care for others more than yourself anymore.YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE WHO’S GONNA GET HURT.

I sincerely hope that there’s really a useful sunglass where you will never have to look at the things that will hurt your eyes….and your HEART.

I don’t wanna be blind though,

hooili

Dr.Goh : Are you allergy to any medicine?

Me : *shaking head* (my mouth has been stuffed with wool LAH!!)

Dr.Goh : Do you have gastric?

Me : *shaking head after hesitation* (I have a bit though…a bit..but that’s not a real gastric I think =.=)

So…everything went well until the next morning after I took the medicine,which my heart squeezed so much that it ached till my throat and I couldn’t breathe properly..I felt as if I was going to black out…and not waking up anymore…seriously,that feeling was just so indescribable.I was going through the pain and yet I wasn’t panic at all as in wanted to tell your last sentence before you gonna close your eyes forever.I knew I was going to be alrite..hehe!!I AM!:P HOWEVER…the same thing happened again the night after..woohooo…that was a lil more serious.haha!!’Cause I scared my mum and she said that my face turned err…white?pale?whateva colour??? And my sister called the Adventist Hospital 24hrs M.O after my dad asked her to..they said that medicine isn’t suitable for gastric patient.

M.O : Why did she take that medicine?

my sis : She just had a dental surgery and dentist gv her that.

M.O : But it’s supposed to be the stomach that aches,how cum is the chest?

my sis : She can’t breathe properly.

M.O : Better send her to hospital now,we need to check on her.

I yelled I’M OK!!! from the toilet.I knew what was going on.I didn’t wanna go to hospital that late at nite.GILAKAH? Thank god that I felt much betta after that.But i’m sorry,mum and dad,I lied to you that I’m totally fine and OK and no pain at all that nite.The pain in my chest remained for 2 more days actually.I just don’t wanna go to hospital.I’m sorry…

Well despite of the emo incident that took place,still,I had fun in Penang!!meeting up old frens….hahaha…

me and dearest jennifer!!

missing u...missing us...

too bad that J went back

I was too eager to have a look at the photo.LOL!!!

this is the shirt that we bought for yu nee

gurney beach...dirty beach =.=

jessica>me>cynthia

WOOO!!!!

what a shortie i am

before i left

well well well…guess it’s time for me to show u guys some typical scenes in Penang.To make it interesting,I encourage patience.:)

penang bridge being kacau

nice blue sky

u alwz drive along the sea

dark cloud.can u see the difference?I swear it's not the tinted part of the wind shield

a minor flood

i engrave this and get my rm60 as promised!!:P

i took this lil thing from my sis

my sis whose smiley ball has been stolen =p

i miss my home YES AR!!i watched the badminton match..M'sia won the silver medal!!

i spotted a TOYOTA worker sleepin.lazy bum=.=

everyone knows who is this

sherlyn,me and wenqin

wenqin is so busy POKING her iphone

that is my sis's jeans and that is my boring face

on my own again,

hooili

I’ll be extremely nice to you just when you’re being nice to me too..this is me.

I don’t know how to fake my expression,so when you see I smile,I’m smiling from my heart..this is me.

When you see no expression on my face,I’m neutral..this is me.

When you see my angry face,I’m really extremely angry ’cause I normally won’t show that I’m angry when I’m angry..this is me.*you look confused*

When you teach me because I did something wrong,I’ll accept ‘em and even respect you..this is me.

But if you say something ridiculous when I did nothing wrong and yet you don’t know who are you dealing with,just F*** off..this is me.

I hate people who expect to watch a real life drama when something awful has happened..this is me.

I hate people who hate people for no reason..this is me.

I hate people for acting cool or showing their f***ing I’m-too-good-to-say-hi-to-you face..this is me.

I hate people who fake their smile.Smile is something decent and pure,do not pollute ‘em..this is me.

I hate people who act as if they’re kind and hold no grudge against anyone when they do..this is me.

The above are 12 things about me…OK,too much of crap.I apologize that my posts recently got no pic in ‘em and I hope you guys will tolerate it…’cause it’s a lil too dull.Forget bout the lil if you really think it’s too dull.:)

you don’t really know me,do you?

hooili

Me and Lynn bought something for him,which is kinda mean to him and yea we’re alwz mean to him:D The present bag for him is garbage bag,and the thing that a nice wrapping paper was wrapping,was actually an onion ‘Cause Mei calls him onion man aft all!

And here comes the real “sincere” present for him,owh there were 2!One of em is a tshirt that says Wife exit with an arrow,and the other one was an extremely girlish lollipop!!!His reaction was what we’ve expected…hahhaa…

All those gilakah?! And i think he’s too excited to react normally

OK,we purposely wanna make fun of him…no offense and not saying that he’s a gay or what:P Hope u like it zubina and happy birthday again!:P

Wait till Lynn sends me the photo then i’ll edit again to show how GAY was he..sorry people!!!

ONE MORE THING…

This world is no longer as beautiful and simple as it was..maybe i’m just the one who thinks that way.Whateva wth,since when I started to sound emo in my blog?i mean my diary =.=

All i wanna do is to finish 2008 and start a new life and waitin to turn 27

STARVING KAY!

hooili…u know i dont love u:P

Mel is as cute as ever!

they are chuu may faung~~~ and zubina!!

lynn = M.O.D.E.L

chooi yee was so excited the whole day kay!!:D

from left to right:celia,"u know who is it",jowee and chooi eeeee!!

this is a part of the Taman Mini

nice nice

they say i looked scared when climbing to the rock...i was :S

and they say i looked scared when climbing onto the tree too...again,i was!!:P

me,my cacat hair and joling

my IDC lecturer,ms shimah!

we bought the awesome umbrella ella eh!!LOL

gorgeous bottles...great drinks too

it was so freakin' crazy hot that we evolved ourselves into a group of blind ppl

9th and 10th of August 2008 are days that i’m not gonna forget for the rest of my life……

sleepin in 5minutes,

hooili

I don’t feel like wanna write actually :S Feel so sleepy and tired..God knows..LOL

Just share some of the photos with u guys will do ’cause I’ve been ordered to upload those photos

My arm is fat..don't look at it!

Going to Melaka tmr,:P

hooili

Days ago,one of my close friends who named LOO JIA MING,came to meet me up:P I just love to call her full name..hahaha!!!Well,she hasn’t changed a lot,tall and thin as usual and she told me something that doesn’t make sense totally.She eats fries every nite as supper…and she eats chocolate every single day…and yet,she is so damn skinny!!!look…jz take a glance at her and tell me that is it possible to happen?

Have you ever came across something about illustration of perceptual distortion?Ms Janie really rawkx!!:D I love her class so so so much and who says OB is boring?hahaha…

Do u see a young lady or an old woman?

Vase and two faces,this is pretty easy…

Obviously,this is a duck as well as a rabbit…do u see the same thing??:P

This is a lil tough.I argued with ms Janie cause I said there’s 3 faces while she said there’s only 2…haha!!anyway,she agreed that there’s 3,but the third person who is a young man(i think) appears to be an old lady in ms Janie’s eyes.:( Forgettin bout the friendly argument,I finished my test today and the normalcy of C.gang has finally returned!!:P While waiting for nadia,we were so bored until we came up with something childish but fun:)

seems pretty romantic huh?

this is lynn...oh...u look shy XD

joling who is not so cooperative

well,kah loon is surprisingly supportive..thx K!!:D

celia!

jason,u look so...worn out =.=

bubbles loves camera..yea she does:)

our grandpa Justin who's not cooperative at all..shame on u:P

K and Jowin started to hit each other:S LOL

OH!!lynn and celia joined in the brutal practice too! *shakin' head*

celia and me

Do u think they're real?

us again

OMG!!!UGH!!what on earth are they doin'...

GIRLLSS...

Justin acts as the kid,kah loon as the hungry ghost and Jowin(hope i spell it correctly)is probably starring BAYWATCH

Few more hours and it’s gonna be Saturday!!!I’ve neva been so excited!!Can’t wait to see u!!I know why…and you know why…

xoxo,

hooili

Though gorgey(gorgeous) Meester is occupying my head,and I’m doing ma homework as well…My mind seems to be bothered by something.Lately,i dont know what’s going on frankly,’cause I was in Penang and no one tells me anything ’bout some problems that exist in my Crazy gang.And it seems like our grandpa J who’s the one who brought all of us together,started to join us less than before,well…maybe he’s busy.I hope he is,we hope he is.:( AND…yuyu seems started to join us less too ’cause we’re of different periods.:( sigh…she went back when we were in toilet,which she promised us that she’ll be waiting there before we headed to Forever 21.Hazel’s gone back and Jason’s already graduated.I really hope that they are having their own problem which is not related to the gang,’cause it’ll tear us apart…We went to One-U,Pyramid,Cineleisure,Sunway Lagoon and even Asia Cafe till midnight!!HOW FUN WAS THAT??LOL!How many of us there???I guess 11,yup,11 is the maximum.No matter what happens,I long for everything to go back to its normal track and we could always hang out and make fun like before.Everyone that’s in this gang…will always be a part of us and neither would I forget it…

“emo-ing”,

hooili

hahhaha!!Isn’t that fun to have him in my class??I always crack my head off laughing when we make fun of him!Today,four of us,Lynn,Joling,Celia and me…we wore the similar top that we bought from Forever 21 together.Lynn was in purple,Joling was in brown,Celia was in mustard colour and I was in grey!!hahax!!We compromised and here are we!!Looking alike:P

Speaking about that,I remembered when we picked up one dress and tried it on,for kah loon to decide on which dress he gonna buy for his sister as her birthday gift.I picked a black dress,which was totally,definitely and truly a wrong choice!!I looked as if i’m pregnant…hahaha…So all of em showed to kah loon except me.What’s the point of showing something useless when u already know it’s a wrong choice?:P How I wish I have a brother like him,’cause my brother never even said HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me:( And you guys know what???When I said that,kah loon was actually laughing so loud..SOBX!!! I’m right here writing this blog after I’ve failed fixing my printer =.=.I even skipped the dance club meeting for it,which I sort of and kind of saying/promising/giving a picture to Mei that I was gonna attend.:S Time to sign off!!!

xoxo,
hooili